Merry Christmas, Everybody! ♥

Merry Christmas, people! I know it's belated but Christmas got 12 days and I only knew it like now??? Hahahaha! How was your Christmas? Mine was kind of sucky but I get to see him, so everything was kind of cool. Can you believe it? He's just right in front of me yet I don't have the guts to even say 'hello' or look at him directly. No wonder he didn't want me, hahahaha. Okay la..

Went to Dhoby Ghaut with Jillian and she was really slow b/c I saw Edmund at Sengkang Platform that time, she haven't even reached! I kept talking to Edmund but he's still as quiet as the first time I met him till later on, hahaha. Vernice and Yilong said they are meeting me there but that mad couple actually cabbed down and when I reached Just Acia, they had eaten finish already. He was there and Ahbi was there too, haha.
10 of us occupied the seats there but yet less than half of us were eating, Jillian said she'll eat with me but that liar :-(

I made videos cause I was kind of bored. I look like student that day anot? Hahaha! Weiliang gave us Christmas cards and he's damn cute, he wrote in black on a dark purple paper or something like that, the words could hardly be seen but to summarize it all, he just say that I'm cute and sweet and everything good lah.. hahahaha!! LOOOOOL. I'm just taking this chance to compliment myself. But thanks Weiliang!!

 

I spent Christmas with them and I'm going to spend the end of 2011 with them too, cool? Anyway I just came back from meeting Sheena for htht and puffs, she always have her ways to make her problem mine and that her situation is always somewhat similar to what's going on with me now. I always have this gush of sadness coming to me when I hear her talk about hers. Headed to Clarke Quay afterwards. Weiliang, Tionghian and Ben were like really acting cute? They just kept staring at the bungee jump and said they wanted to take a ride but have no balls. I'm going to sit there one day with one of the most timid among all so I can scare them!!

I kept disturbing both Edmunds and it's really funny when Edmund Lim knew my full name and I kept irritating him. He said I was annoying. :-( I know that's a lie, must be. Haha! Chased them all around, hahaha! I guess I was really in the mood to have fun.

All pictures ain't in order, I'm too tired for that already. You know now what time? It's 02:41. I slept two days straight, amazing? I missed Justin's birthday b/c I tonned at his house together with Zhaoxiao, Ahbi and Vernice... gosh I feel so bad but HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN, I PROMISE TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU, I SWEAR! We went Kbox together and he was there and I kind of feel like having some alone time to myself, haha. Anyway shall talk about that day at Justin's house, we called Mac breakfast and I snored at his house, gosh so embarrassing and you know what's sickening? Is that when I'm home, I can sleep like some sleeping beauty and when I'm out, all my unglams are shown. What's with me ah so cocked up? They should have recorded my snoring so I can put as my ring tone, hahaha!!!

It's kind of sad when Pamela and Alvin said they are probably leaving to other countries to have further studies and Jillian start to exaggerate and said she wanted to die and said she wanted to study in hell since everyone is leaving her, hahaha I seriously can't help it but kept laughing. We just sat down and it's so beautiful in Clarke Quay, bubbles are all around! I seriously thought I could celebrate my Christmas with you but hahaha how silly.

I'm glad I didn't ask anything that day b/c I think things are better off remained unsaid. If you're mine, you'd be back someday. Not now, definitely. I already planned what to do for 2012 already and I'm going to complete everything and if time isn't enough, I'll then shove them to 2013. I hope the world isn't coming to an end b/c there's really many things I want to do and yet haven't had the chance to complete. Please...

Oh! And I've got confidence we'd be back together again, I've no idea why. You know I lost my handphone last year right? I knew it's almost impossible to get it back and it really didn't return. But it's alright. When I lost my wallet, although it's pretty disheartening but there's something holding on within that makes me feel that it'd be back and GOSH IT REALLY CAME BACK OKAY, I GOT A CALL FROM MBS SAYING THEY FOUND MY WALLET AND EVERYTHING INSIDE WASN'T LOST, GOSH! Amazing anot? They found it back like 3 weeks later? Everyone couldn't believe it lah and when I found my wallet, I was so elated that I kept saying how happy I was on the phone till Justin couldn't take it and Vernice fell asleep, hahaha!!!

Tionghian is really insane, look! He wore Pam's high heels and walked like some tranny hahahaha! But it's really hilarious. Jillian went to get bubble tea for us, hehe. I can't believe Ryan can buy alcohol lah, I look more mature than him yet I couldn't pass the talking part. >:-( Life is unfair! And they kept imitating my voice, gosh sickening!

I know this post contain alot of irrelevant stuffs but hehe i'm really happy! I've got no other pictures to post already so I'll just carry on with the day while posting pictures that has no link with the content. B/c I was nervous, I kept asking them how to start a conversation then Edmund, Jillian, Pamela, Ryan, Tionghian and Ben kept giving crap ideas, hahaha.

Left the crowd to look for Vernice at Plaza Sing. Ahbi, Justin, Rongyao, Yilong was there and we sat this one hour and thirty mins journey back to Ang Mo Kio. I really have this motion sickness in me, hate long bus rides.

Waited for him and he didn't come, I expected it, cool? Got kind of angry, not disappointed but seriously abit pissed b/c we could have caught a movie or even sing K or something but b/c he took forever to not come then all the plans got cocked up. Went to supermarket and I bought loads of chocolates and they go like "Woah, why you buy so much?" Habit to nom on chocolates when I'm unhappy, don't ask me why.

Went to Yilong's house by cab afterwards, bid goodbye to Justin and Rongyao. Had some drinks and Vernice started her nonsense again. Yilong's grandma damn adorable, she kept persuading us to go church and I said I was in love with this guy who doesn't give a fuck and she's so hilarious, she asked me to go church to sing some songs and I can forget him, hahaha! I didn't want to forget him and pain is kind of enjoyment too. :-)

Seriously buey tahan Ahbi, kept singing Kpop songs and acting like he's some Korean stars, hahaha! Went to Kopitiam to eat in the morning and they kept ordering food non-stop and they go like, "Eat for fun lah." Hahahaha, weirdos lor seriously!! Who's appetite so big in the morning one! Vernice really has one of the biggest mouths, she said out whatever I told her, annoying much! Then she covered my mouth when I talked about her, smljjjjjj?!

Sweet? This is Alvin. We're like father-daughter r/s and he's always there to talk sense out, lend me his shoulders when I cry and he's a really nice guy, gentleman. :-) I'm glad to know him. He always make me feel doted.

Group polaroid to end this post, x. Saw David and I'm amazing he still recognizes me and saw Orhleng at Dhoby too, haha. Home sweet home around afternoon, Ahbi was really cool, he sent me off first :-)

Hey, I don't know if you get to see this. But move on with your life, I'll hold on to your words forever. I'm not kidding. I hope years later when we meet, you'll still remember me and you'll get to show me with actions of all the sweet stuffs you said to me instead of telling me you said them for the sake of saying. I hope by then, you'll stop playing with hearts, you'll settle down. I don't know if you'd be settling down with any other girls but if you do, then last long. :-) I wish the best for you. You're one of those most amazing and challenging guys I've met in this 16 years and I'm not done with you, xx.
长大后的好处是小时候要的东西，长大已不想要了。但不，我希望长大后的我们还会要彼此。
You can have your fun, you can have your girls, you can hurt me, go ahead. I know you don't care, I know you won't look back, but it's alright. I've never been so determined and motivated before. I hope everything is not too late in the future, really. Perhaps when I grew older and I read this part, I may think it's silly but for now, I seriously believe in me.