Everything collapsing.

Hello, it's been quite some time since I blogged. I'm kind of upset recently. I felt as though everything is falling apart. I'm not used to days without him, everyday seems like forever and so draggy. How long more do I've to be like this? I really don't want to be feeling so indescribable, feeling so helpless.Do you miss me like how much I do? I guess you forgotten my existence. Am I really so easy to let go?

11/12. Met Jillian after like a few weeks of not meeting. We promised to have a blast with each other but perhaps not this holidays, nothing went my way this 2011. So fucked up. I just hope I'd be the same 'me' when 2012 comes, I hope I can keep everybody important by my side. Possible?

Met her at Rivervale Mall, I made her wait pretty long. After losing my wallet, everything seems so inconvenient. I'm going to replace my cards tomorrow, hopefully I'd be able to wake up. (19/12) It's also the day when all N'level candidates get to know their results, good luck and all the best to all of them, X.

Headed to the Police Station near Compass Point to report the loss of my wallet. Afterwards, went to walk around Compass Point and Jillian wanted to eat there but I wanted to go somewhere further and yet she doesn't want to. *frown* So ended up at Nex instead.
Had Pasta Mania, nom nom nom.

Have a look at shy Sher:

After eating, accompanied Jillian to get Christmas Presents for some people and waited for Joan to arrived. Afterwards, sent Jillian off her train then headed to Cine with Joan to find Vernice. Quarreled with somebody and spoil my entire mood. Joan and Vernice bought some sweets that tasted so nasty and went to Hongkong Cafe with Vernice, Joan, Rongyao, Ahbi and Justin. Okay, I can't recall still got who but this should be it.

Walked around town afterwards and began to feel kind of tired. Didn't expect to ton that night. Hmm, bused to Amk and went to sing Kbox. Then around 3+, went to Kopitiam b/c the guys wanted to have their supper. Cabbed to Punggol around 4+.

Alighted at the wrong place, then walked to Kopitiam instead. Then there's this sudden engine sound from a motor then both girls got freaked out and held me tightly. *roll eyes* Scaredy cats! Sat there with Skyven, Dylan, Kimhock, Weiqiang, Justin and a few more. I don't really know all their names but haha that day was Justin's birthday. So happy birthday Justin! n_____n.

Thanks to the girls for accompanying me that day, bused home with Vernice afterwards. Nothing feels better than being home if my mother don't always get mad and start finding faults with me.