I'll catch your tears when they fall.

22/12. Went to Jillian's chalet. Okay, seriously I'm happy for nothing b/c on 17th we talked about going swimming and although I'm having my monthly red, I decided to use tampon and really go for a swim!!! It's been a really long time since I swam and ahhhh spoil my mood. I go packed everything already and ready to go swimming then this Jillian Sher go 扫我的兴！

I'm late to meet Jillian, supposed to meet around 1/2pm but I was packing my swimming stuffs FOR NOTHING. Okay nevermind, they came to fetch me around my house area to Pasir Ris to meet the rest. I'm being a nuisance in the cab as usual, I kept talking to the taxi driver and asked if the weather is good for swimming and I told him I lai ang and asked if I should go for a swim. Hahaha then Jillian and Sweeny were laughing like idiots. Okay I think the uncle got kind of annoyed by me b/c afterwards I just kept talking and nobody replied. :-(

We waited for like hours b/c we can't check in ourselves for don't know what reason. Then don't know who came down to check in for us so we headed to the chalet. I was really tired. Sweeny went off and didn't came back at all for that day. Rongjun kept disturbing me and I really wanted to have a nap but couldn't b/c he kept running in my mind. Pamela was really noisy and Jillian thinks she's skinny or something, she just kept jumping on me. I'm just glad my ribcage didn't fracture.

 

Okay, guess what I'm doing at the above picture in front of the mirror? I'm putting my make up on and you know why I went there bare-faced? BECAUSE I THOUGHT WE WERE LITERALLY GOING SWIMMING T_T. Nevermind, Alvin and Jillian promised me that we will be going to Anchovale for a swim and I don't care, we must! Oh and Jillian likes to give me false hopes, she promised we'd be eating Just Acia but awww WE DIDN'T. Argh!

 

Nom nom nom and I was kind of awkward at first b/c I don't really know anybody there. We just kept snapping photos and everything. I really think I look like a cat, no??? That's not a good thing either! Oh talking about cats, there's this really cute brown cat always wandering around our BBQ pit, hahaha!

 

Look at how sleepy I look in the second picture, you've really no idea how much I feel like falling asleep.. So we have this Christmas presents opening session or something and aww I came empty-handed, I didn't even have time to buy anything!!! Thanks Jillian and Alvin for the presents anyway, I love it. ♥♥♥
Woah, you should really see Alvin's expression when he knew Jillian bought him TOMS, his face went totally red and he hid behind the curtains, awww damn cute!! Pamela also, she got high heels from Alvin and it was red and she goes like "Omg I can even wear this for Christmas!" Then she wore on the spot, hahaha!!!

 

I know I look extremely weird when I smile and show my teeth but awww I really love this picture, don't you think I look happy in it? Hehe! I've got loads of picture so probably you guys may find this blog post kind of lengthy! Okay, you can comment how ugly I look in low quality pictures also can, hahaha.

 

Rongjun is really good in making funny faces but I deleted them all b/c it's really retarded!!! We started making videos and although I'm posting none but I really had a good laughing looking back at them. Awww and I guess this year is pretty good for Jillian and I because we didn't quarrel and we never felt this close together before, I swear. Despite there's a period of me and her labeling each other as 'best friends', we still didn't stay as close as we could be now. ♥

 

This is one of those most least retarded facial expressions done by Rongjun! Anyway I think we nua on the bed super long and then the rain just goes on and stop and on and stop, so kind of irritating to have water dripping on you while you're barbecuing!

Vernice and Desmund came to look for me and oh boy I'm so glad things didn't get awkward and Desmund was really good in making everybody laugh but that kind of pissed me off in the morning like around 6am when he still cracking jokes and everybody on the bed were vibrating due to laughter and I seriously can't fall asleep! When I came back from getting Vernice at Mac, Jillian started drinking already and I think Pam they all also. Pure vodka really makes me sick especially from the bad experience I had days back so I didn't drank much.

Vernice was practically on the phone the whole night with Yilong and the most amazing part about this couple is that they never get sick of each other even facing each other everyday. I hope they can really last because they are really sweet and cute together. I started drinking and got really hungry, Desmund bbq for me and Pamela was really being a sweetie b/c I didn't wanted my hands to get dirty so that darling peeled the chicken for me and fed me, hehe! Felt like a princess, being so loved xx

Don't mind my fat face, either my face is really fat or Alvin took the picture too near to me, haha! Anyway, I'm still wondering ways to get rid of baby fats so probably I'm starting a research on it soon! Had loads of Christmas kisses that night! Started teaching people how to play 5-10 and hehehe okay lah I'm kind of lika boss that night. They just kept drinking and drinking and Mengtat damn cool he go get beer for us b/c we keep kpkb. Who ask them to go hide the rest of the liquors? I think they are insane, they rather get Heinekens for us than getting those bottles out!

It's one of the weirdest chalets I've been to because many of them were crying, like the 6 of us??? Jillian started crying first then Pamela then Nicholas then another guy then me then Vernice. I really gave all my courage to make that call and cried so badly after you said "Confirm." It's not easy to ask that question and I've never hold anyone back in my life before. It's alright, I knew you're giving me false hopes. I'm letting you go, don't worry. :-) You won't care if I'm strong enough to take it all, you just knew that you never wanted me. Ha ha ha, ouch.

There's this boy who kept insisting play 5-10 with me and he's seriously drunk already, he puked out hot dogs and I feel like laughing b/c they ain't deformed, hahaha!!! Alvin was being a really nice guy, he was hugging all of us when we cried so badly! I'm so angry when Jillian cried, I wonder what's with me. Where were you when all the shits came to me? You were one of those that were giving me problems... but I'm not happy without you and it's okay, nothing changed with or without me in your life. Am I so easily forgotten?

Realized my top changed? Hehe exchanged with Alvin!!! And Desmund was really annoying, I swear. But I'm glad he bought so much fun to us and he's one of those that solved my problems, aww!!! Talked to Fifi on the phone for awhile, now I missed him, haha. Can you believe it? I kept saying I would meet him but 2011 is ending already and yet I still haven't fulfill that promise. :-( I'm such an asshole.

Had Supper at Mac, this Vernice always never bring $$ with her so we walked the whole E-hub to find ATM machine and realized it was somewhere else, kind of tired of walking round and round. After having a full meal, went back and everyone was out at the BBQ pit and I went to asked "What's wrong?" Then they go like saying there's this monk saying that there's a lady hung herself at our room and that we shouldn't stay there or something. But walao then all those cowards just stayed outside, already pay for the room then go out and tolerate the cold weather? NOOOOO. And the rest of them that stayed above watched some crappy horror shows, not even scary!! Jillian the most useless one, came up the last, haha!

Look at Jillian's and my face, hahahaha. Everything went back to normal b/c there's really alot of us and nothing to be really afraid of. Started to snap loads of polaroids with those darlings. Jillian always take the nicer ones among those that we snapped, so unfair. :-(

 

I need to practice on how I smile already, it's getting more and more awkward! We kept taking turns to take polaroids and hahaha we seriously got nothing better to do!!!

 

Let the polaroids do the talking alright?

 

Okay, we were really exhausted and I changed in my pyjamas, (no joke i really bought it there.) Hehe! Then when the sun came up, we finally had some peace and I really want to sleep. This stupid Desmund used his fucking head to bang my tummy for don't know what fuck reason, really brain cocked up!!! We went off like around 11++, my make up smudge already and I feel like dying when I went home, gosh... Vernice still got energy to go to Mall to get her contact lens solution and fetch Yilong from Tekong, I really think she's incredible!!! Had loads of fun there, xxx. I hope things remain this way!