04/04.

Date x time check: 9/5/2012, 3:39.
I've got an interview with Vernice later in the afternoon and that my baby is sound asleep. Just came back from finding Sheena and I'm supposed to do a proposal to baby, but nahhhh... I rather post while I've got the time. :-) Had this dream about baby leaving me and was feeling rather down. Haven't really been enjoying life and Mom is stressing me with decisions, it's like I live for decision-making. I hate making decisions, I'm fickle-minded x I've no idea what I want and I'm forced to come out with something that I won't or might not even want to stick to.

To me, home is a place where I can be myself and Mom is a noble person that's going to guide me through my journey in life. Okay, not like I can't be myself at home but my mom can't accept me for who I am. It's not like my mom isn't noble either, just that she wants the best for me and sometimes I really don't know what's going on in my life, what's going on in her mind. I've got one month's time to come out with a plan for my future and I still haven't thought of anything yet, ha ha ha. I've got to move out if I can't come out with anything and this place I call home is more like a company and that my future is like a business... it's like if I'm not successful, I get rejected x discarded x discriminated and it's really disheartening. Enough said, pointless to go on typing about all these. I guess I'll learn to be independent and that I'll find a way out of anything that comes toppling down, I always do.
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Went to look for Zhequan and Vernice to eat lunch. Royce and his friends were sitting at the table next to us, loool. Been quite some time since I saw Zhequan and that the weather was killing me that day and I still geikiang wear long sleeves, ha ha ha.

Weikian came to look for us and we bused to AMK. Went to eat at 糖水春 and waited for Ahbi to come instead. Was supposed to go clubbing but decided to give it a miss due to the outfit of the day! Ashley was kind of pissed with us because she waited for us and all of us last minute play pattern. :-( Didn't mean it!

Ahbi came and they continued to nom. Saw Jojo, was intending to catch a movie but I'm really not interested in watching one. Vernice's friend came and saw Samantha and Denise too. Awkward moment because saw somebody but... if I'm going to see him now, I guess I wouldn't react cause he no longer mean anything to me. I'm glad I got over you and found someone way better.

Weikian and co waited for me while I went over to find baby for awhile! These are the first two pictures taken together and I never once took picture with my another half, so lucky you. :-) Went back to find Weikian and we bused to Hougang!

Met Shanqi and two other guys with Weikian at Kopitiam nom first while waiting for the rest. Suggested to go to clubbing but the rest ask me stay at Hougang because I wore like I'm going to pyjamas party. *roll eyes* Played L4D2 with Josef, Ivan, Joan, Weikian and a few others until very pekchek. I really don't know why must play versus mode because I can't be human and that I kept dying when I'm a monster, fml. I just spawn then die already, Ivan see me play.. he also frustrated lol.

Went to have Supper at Kangkar Mall with the rest. Weikian and I cabbed back to Mall area and we sat down to talk, this uncle came and sit with us while noming the chocolates Weikian brought down for me and I really feel like laughing because Weikian's face cannot maintain! Home sweet home afterwards.