爱的约定 ♥

Before I continue, I just woke up. *yawn* No, I woke up at around 7.15am and it's starting to become a habit for me to wake up to text my baby. Spent my yesterday with bby too and reached home near midnight, we promised not to talk on the phone but yet couldn't resist not hearing each other's voice before heading to bed. I really miss her terribly now and we aren't meeting today. :-( On Skype with her though! I'm feeling kind of tired now after a heavy breakfast from Long John Silver! Will wake up and start job hunt for Sheena and I.

Baby, I can't live without you anymore.

♥

26/04. 

Wore romper that day, hahahaha and went to fetch baby after school! Had fish and chips @ Mahanttan fish market, then went to walk around. Was feeling pretty emotional a few days back and was feeling kind of terrible on that day itself too, wonder what's wrong with me when I think back about that period.

I think I really scare baby that day, I kept wearing a smile and pretending nothing's wrong and seriously I've got no idea what the problem was but I was feeling really down. Went to meet Sheena at TPY for work at DWG and due to some rude fuckers on the phone, I was pissed off and then I start to have my emotions screwed. :-( I really need to learn how to manage my feelings and not wear them on my sleeves all the time.

Guess school affected me pretty much and I'm so glad to have you by my side all the time. :-) It's when people point out my flaws, reject them, you're there trying to accept me for who I am. I've never felt thankful for having someone in my life but I do feel this way towards you. I love you for always not giving up on me, for holding on to me despite how difficult the situation may be. 

♥

Didn't felt like going home and I looked like a walking zombie on the train that even others were giving me weird glances. Laykwan gave me a call though and that brightened up my mood instantly as I haven't been hearing her voice for quite some time. Home and started tearing for no reason at all, hate being so weak.