最初の夜♡

My formspring and blog getting more and more dead despite my recent updates. :-( I think after this post, I shall throw baby aside to sleep... really cannot tank already!

27/04:

Put on base make up and casually dressed that day, went to pick baby up after school! I know I look kind of weird without eyeliner and stuffs like that hahaha. Okay, my fat baby ordering food to her coursemate and really she can't stop eating leh, glutton. -_____- I never once heard her saying that she's full or whatsoever.

Went to work afterwards then buy cake due to baby's mom birthday! Oh and my bb spoilt since don't know which post I mentioned that and I only collected it back around this few days and I have to recollect contact numbers... sigh and re-download apps. Sigh but okay la because I can type way better now!

We almost quarreled lor but luckily we didn't then somebody almost become cry baby! We were so hungry and went to eat at kopitiam then some idiot drank 2 cans of oolong tea say what cause bitter then make her feel better, rly lame leh.

So blissful to be sleeping and waking up to your fat face, brushing teeth together and having you feeding me breakfast. Hehe! And.......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIEEEEEEEEZ. ♥
We purposely wait till around 12am then light the candles outside, so awkward though hahahahaha!!

爱的约定 ♥

Before I continue, I just woke up. *yawn* No, I woke up at around 7.15am and it's starting to become a habit for me to wake up to text my baby. Spent my yesterday with bby too and reached home near midnight, we promised not to talk on the phone but yet couldn't resist not hearing each other's voice before heading to bed. I really miss her terribly now and we aren't meeting today. :-( On Skype with her though! I'm feeling kind of tired now after a heavy breakfast from Long John Silver! Will wake up and start job hunt for Sheena and I.

Baby, I can't live without you anymore.

♥

26/04. 

Wore romper that day, hahahaha and went to fetch baby after school! Had fish and chips @ Mahanttan fish market, then went to walk around. Was feeling pretty emotional a few days back and was feeling kind of terrible on that day itself too, wonder what's wrong with me when I think back about that period.

I think I really scare baby that day, I kept wearing a smile and pretending nothing's wrong and seriously I've got no idea what the problem was but I was feeling really down. Went to meet Sheena at TPY for work at DWG and due to some rude fuckers on the phone, I was pissed off and then I start to have my emotions screwed. :-( I really need to learn how to manage my feelings and not wear them on my sleeves all the time.

Guess school affected me pretty much and I'm so glad to have you by my side all the time. :-) It's when people point out my flaws, reject them, you're there trying to accept me for who I am. I've never felt thankful for having someone in my life but I do feel this way towards you. I love you for always not giving up on me, for holding on to me despite how difficult the situation may be. 

♥

Didn't felt like going home and I looked like a walking zombie on the train that even others were giving me weird glances. Laykwan gave me a call though and that brightened up my mood instantly as I haven't been hearing her voice for quite some time. Home and started tearing for no reason at all, hate being so weak.

How fortunate I am to have you in my life. ♥

So this is someone I would like to introduce to the whole world, someone I'm so proud to have. Thanks for showering me with love everyday without fail, thanks for never getting sick of me, thanks for doting on me so much. I love you, I wouldn't want to leave a relationship like ours because I know I will never be able to find someone as amazing as you, a relationship as magical as ours.
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On the 23rd, baby came over and thinking that I was kidding about wearing really casually huh? Nope, I really anyhow wear and guess where we're heading to? Town. Hahahaha. Nom nom at BBQ Chicken then head to Cine. Baby didn't change her laptop bag, we headed to tpy afterwards.

Report to DWG for work then home sweet home afterwards. :-)
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24/04. With coursemate at Koufu doing the sketchbook and finding organic material. Went to meet Crystal Neo during her and my break, so happy to see her!!! ^_^

Baby say we looked alike and omg look at my ugly fringe... ok so we didn't get to eat as the canteens were flooded with people, went to walk around and puff instead. Saw Amrita too! Sigh miss them so much :-( Back to class afterwards, rly wasting my time in this course hahaha.

Went to meet baby for work after school and that's the only part of the day where we can spend some time with each other, it's really kind of tiring to be working and studying at the same time!

Oh and we haven't been able to reach home early because we've this habit of strolling around tpy after work, it's really pretty there during night time, the streets rly make me feel like staying there. :-( Now I miss walking down the streets holding my baby's hand. Since work started, I've been a regular passenger of the last train hahahahaha.
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25/04.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERNICE GOH (^▽^)
I love you and my bad for not being able to take out time to celebrate with you but I'll do a make up session for you soon!
Didn't head to school and Verine came over for a htht. Went to meet baby and Sheena afterwards for work then home sweet home. :-)



Is the drawing cute? Sheena drew that for us while she's doing her job, lame or lame hahaha.
That's it for now, bb!! Xoxo

Was at Samantha's house on 10/04. Bb died, met Charlotte, Regina and Clarie at school on 11/04. After attending the talk, went to meet Vernice, Ahbi and Yilong. Didn't get to sleep at all. I forgotten what happened that day and pictures taken can't be found.
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12/04. Baby was suffering from chicken pox and since I can't meet her so I shall facetime and skype instead. Mom lent me her Galaxy tab and it was so difficult to use, bulky too. Start to have the habit of talking to baby on the phone daily.

13/04. Head over to Sheena's house at night to play Mahjong with her and her boyfriend and ended up losing lots of $$$$$$. Then suggested playing ban luck and continue to lose more. Yay fml haha.

14/04. Mom woke me up so I could have dinner with her lol. Went to meet Vernice to nom Just Acia @ Dhoby Ghaut then head over to Mink. Both of us turned out to be very early and happened to be one of the very few to enter, was very bored so we head over to Marina Square for a walk.

Was supposed to be a chaotic night for the both of us but we weren't feeling well and the songs rly sucks, left the place for Angmokio. Met Samantha, Jojo and two other guys. Yilong came to find us afterwards, cabbed home. :-)

15/04. Went to Samantha's house and Weikian just couldn't stop talking to her dad. Left the place to find Yilong and Vernice then waited for her to come out afterwards then head to Weikian's house.

16/04. Headed home to prepare then sat bus 86 with Samantha and Weikian. Alighted at NYP to get my laptop then bused home. Feeling unwell due to long bus rides. Was home early and skype with baby then I fell asleep infront of the webcam lol.

17/04. School > Was otp with baby and skyping throughout.
18/04. Was supposed to fix my bb but didn't, headed up to find chickenpoxtan after school instead and I'm so glad that I wasn't infected, whee!!
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22/04. First time heading out with baby.

I made baby wait for quite some time for me and that fuck my life, I fucking geikiang go cut my fringe before stepping out of the house and it was so short. Baby brought dslr out for nothing because I'm too ugly to feel like camwhoring. I said it was the first time we head out because normally we meet to either fetch each other or stay at home. I was acting like a barbarian that day too...

Went to FEP to find baby's friend then walked around there to have lunch and shopping. Headed over to Cine to get baby's bag and saw Jasmine and Shuting. Was kind of awkward because it felt like they were following us around, ha ha ha. Went to eat at fish&co but forgotten at which part of Singapore, although I was behaving kind of weird that day, I actually thought it was pretty fun and we pulled the distance between both of us. :-)

Was supposed to meet Joan but couldn't cause I'm too tired. Stayed around the shopping mall area till last train then head home. ♥

05/04: Washed up then cabbed down to find Vernice and Yilong with Weikian.

Went to find Ahbi afterwards and all of us head to Bishan to eat. Lame/lame/lame? Ended up at Weikian's house and he hit my ear then suffering from infection till now. T^T Went home in the morning to bathe and then head to work with baby on 6th. Ended work then went up to Weikian's house then head home to sleep.
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(06/04)
Woke up later in the night and then prepared to meet Joan and Vernice and Weikian.

Saw Sherlyn and she said I changed alot, hehe it's been almost a year since I saw her! Headed to Mink although we could have gone to Helipad instead. :-(

Had a blast with Joan, Vernice, Samantha, Jojo and Weikian. Garry and his friend came down for don't know what reason and we got kind of tipsy. Ashley came afterwards and got herself pretty drunk, Ash and Wk head home first while Vernice, Joan and I got into a cab and we sent Joan home then head to Rivervale Plaza to eat breakfast. Didn't go home straight after the meal, got to Weikian's house to change for Ashley then home sweet home. What a troublesome night!
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07/04. Mom threw Dad, bro and I at home while bringing Yati to overseas. Feeling kind of cocked up cause none of us know how to do housework and bro still make a mess in the house. Vernice came over to contribute to the mess too. Went to meet Jillian for awhile then head home. :-) Was otp with baby for 7hours. Amazing?

08/04. Was home the whole day till near midnight, went to find Weikian for awhile then head back home.
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09/04. Work at Suntec City with baby and Yenny, the job was kind of tough that day so didn't do for long. They nom at pizza hut then head over to baby's house.

Was camwhoring with the webcam while Yenny was sleeping/eating, no pictures with other people so I shall talk about this day while inserting both of our pictures hehe.

Yenny went off to find her friend then both of us cuddled till night. Shall pause for awhile cause my leg numb omg... okay nvm, so I left baby's house around night time to find Vernice, Jojo, Samantha and Ahbi! Yilong went off to find someone else.

Ended up at Hougang Plaza with Vernice, Weikian, Josef, Shanqi, Joan and Yilong. Home sweet home afterwards cause my mood was terrible.

04/04.

Date x time check: 9/5/2012, 3:39.
I've got an interview with Vernice later in the afternoon and that my baby is sound asleep. Just came back from finding Sheena and I'm supposed to do a proposal to baby, but nahhhh... I rather post while I've got the time. :-) Had this dream about baby leaving me and was feeling rather down. Haven't really been enjoying life and Mom is stressing me with decisions, it's like I live for decision-making. I hate making decisions, I'm fickle-minded x I've no idea what I want and I'm forced to come out with something that I won't or might not even want to stick to.

To me, home is a place where I can be myself and Mom is a noble person that's going to guide me through my journey in life. Okay, not like I can't be myself at home but my mom can't accept me for who I am. It's not like my mom isn't noble either, just that she wants the best for me and sometimes I really don't know what's going on in my life, what's going on in her mind. I've got one month's time to come out with a plan for my future and I still haven't thought of anything yet, ha ha ha. I've got to move out if I can't come out with anything and this place I call home is more like a company and that my future is like a business... it's like if I'm not successful, I get rejected x discarded x discriminated and it's really disheartening. Enough said, pointless to go on typing about all these. I guess I'll learn to be independent and that I'll find a way out of anything that comes toppling down, I always do.
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Went to look for Zhequan and Vernice to eat lunch. Royce and his friends were sitting at the table next to us, loool. Been quite some time since I saw Zhequan and that the weather was killing me that day and I still geikiang wear long sleeves, ha ha ha.

Weikian came to look for us and we bused to AMK. Went to eat at 糖水春 and waited for Ahbi to come instead. Was supposed to go clubbing but decided to give it a miss due to the outfit of the day! Ashley was kind of pissed with us because she waited for us and all of us last minute play pattern. :-( Didn't mean it!

Ahbi came and they continued to nom. Saw Jojo, was intending to catch a movie but I'm really not interested in watching one. Vernice's friend came and saw Samantha and Denise too. Awkward moment because saw somebody but... if I'm going to see him now, I guess I wouldn't react cause he no longer mean anything to me. I'm glad I got over you and found someone way better.

Weikian and co waited for me while I went over to find baby for awhile! These are the first two pictures taken together and I never once took picture with my another half, so lucky you. :-) Went back to find Weikian and we bused to Hougang!

Met Shanqi and two other guys with Weikian at Kopitiam nom first while waiting for the rest. Suggested to go to clubbing but the rest ask me stay at Hougang because I wore like I'm going to pyjamas party. *roll eyes* Played L4D2 with Josef, Ivan, Joan, Weikian and a few others until very pekchek. I really don't know why must play versus mode because I can't be human and that I kept dying when I'm a monster, fml. I just spawn then die already, Ivan see me play.. he also frustrated lol.

Went to have Supper at Kangkar Mall with the rest. Weikian and I cabbed back to Mall area and we sat down to talk, this uncle came and sit with us while noming the chocolates Weikian brought down for me and I really feel like laughing because Weikian's face cannot maintain! Home sweet home afterwards.