Never mess with someone's feelings because the price of a heart may not be affordable.

14/12. I've this habit of promising people on impulse or something, they always asked if you wanted to go out on this day or that day, I'll most probably just say 'yes' without thinking and then realized that I've got something on with somebody else so I'll screw the whole day up as it's too packed! On 14th, something similar happened, haha!

Promised to meet Dylan but then I promised to meet Sean too and then last minute, I promise to meet Ashley and I promised Vernice last night to meet her so I kind of got frustrated and blast people with my attitude. *frown*

Met Ashley at her house void deck, she never fail to take forever and always getting me to shut up by telling me that she's ready to go! Walked to Punggol, can you believe it? Sometimes, I really think she's insane. Met Skyven and Dylan and one more guy there but never literally sat together cause afraid things would get awkward. Had a drink at the coffee shop there then sat for awhile. Skyven looked so cute with his fringe tied up! We left to Fernvale afterwards.

Camwhored around because Sean took like years to fetch us. Joshua came and he looked so cute in neon green! He looked like those people that wear extremely bright clothes like those glow-in-the-dark kind so that vehicles will avoid them at night. Anyway, he's really nice and I kept teasing him, I keep calling him "darling" and then he looked so cute, he looked like he's blushing!

 

I don't know what Sean and Ashley were playing afterwards, some dancing games or something, haha! Anyway, Joshua is really nice, he went to ask his neighbors for bb charger for me and his house got two cats, real adorable!!!! Sean told me he's leaving for Korea today, so bon voyage and have fun!

 

The picture to the right is Joshua, ain't he cute!!! Oh when I said he's adorable, I'm not being sarcastic but Sean kept assuming I am! Ashley did some really cool moves and she looked hot doing so hahahaha, okay weird? So my darling made green tea for me by himself, awwwww. Vernice called me afterwards so I left to find her, she cabbed down to fetch me, so sweet or sweet huh? Okay not really, because the sweetest part is that it's raining and Joshua opened his umbrella and bring me to the cab, hehehe! Okay lah, I can't stop disturbing him, I find that he's really cute when he's awkward!

Sean is really concerned about Ashley b/c when Ash got sick, I didn't know but he knew!!! Gosh hehe. Cabbed to Thomson Plaza and sat at Starbucks with Justin, Ahbi, Rongyao and a few more unfamiliar beings. Oh, ______ was there and I'm kind of awkward? I guessed I haven't got used to our 'not lovers anymore' identity! After getting nagged, Vernice decided to go Pizza hut to nom so I went with her like duh? Hahahaha! Cabbed down to some stupid place and pissed the fuck out of myself because of some fuckers.

I've got messy hair afterwards as I lost my comb at Joshua's house, haha! Nevermind. And wasted my time waiting for hours there and dealing with those people that I thought could have been better but ended up being a huge disappointment. Zosephine and Dernise came, then Justin came and Felicia came too. I don't know for what also, haha.

To Kbox after they had eaten, drank a little and home sweet home. Oh and before I end this, I just want to congrats to those N'level candidates that scored well, hehe I'm so proud of Laykwan and Sheena!!!! Congrats to Regina for being able to promote to Secondary 5 and hopefully Alvin and Pamela would cheer up too, I hope they wouldn't be that sad!! :-( Now I'm kind of frightened for my O'level results, I can feel the tension when my girls are receiving theirs! :-(

Thanks ______ for texting me. Although I cried but at least it proves something. I hope you won't leave me.
I want Jillian to get over all those obstacles as soon as possible and promise to have a blast with her on 22nd! I want Vernice to stop making decisions on impulse too! I'm okay with Yuxuan already and that stubborn girl probably haven't sleep yet and if so, I guess I'm going to give her a call! I'm going to re-paint my nails tomorrow too, argh troublesome.

OH AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOHD RAFI BIN MIRZA, IT'S 21ST OF DECEMBER AND YOU TURNED 20. HIP HIP HOORAY, MUA! :*
THANKS FOR ALWAYS MAKING ME SMILE AND HEARING ME RANT OVER THE PHONE AND WHEN YOU'RE SAD, I CAN'T HELP IT BUT ANNOY THE FUCK OUT OF YOU BUT YOU NEVER ONCE THREW ME AWAY HEHEHE! ♥

Everything collapsing.

Hello, it's been quite some time since I blogged. I'm kind of upset recently. I felt as though everything is falling apart. I'm not used to days without him, everyday seems like forever and so draggy. How long more do I've to be like this? I really don't want to be feeling so indescribable, feeling so helpless.Do you miss me like how much I do? I guess you forgotten my existence. Am I really so easy to let go?

11/12. Met Jillian after like a few weeks of not meeting. We promised to have a blast with each other but perhaps not this holidays, nothing went my way this 2011. So fucked up. I just hope I'd be the same 'me' when 2012 comes, I hope I can keep everybody important by my side. Possible?

Met her at Rivervale Mall, I made her wait pretty long. After losing my wallet, everything seems so inconvenient. I'm going to replace my cards tomorrow, hopefully I'd be able to wake up. (19/12) It's also the day when all N'level candidates get to know their results, good luck and all the best to all of them, X.

Headed to the Police Station near Compass Point to report the loss of my wallet. Afterwards, went to walk around Compass Point and Jillian wanted to eat there but I wanted to go somewhere further and yet she doesn't want to. *frown* So ended up at Nex instead.
Had Pasta Mania, nom nom nom.

Have a look at shy Sher:

After eating, accompanied Jillian to get Christmas Presents for some people and waited for Joan to arrived. Afterwards, sent Jillian off her train then headed to Cine with Joan to find Vernice. Quarreled with somebody and spoil my entire mood. Joan and Vernice bought some sweets that tasted so nasty and went to Hongkong Cafe with Vernice, Joan, Rongyao, Ahbi and Justin. Okay, I can't recall still got who but this should be it.

Walked around town afterwards and began to feel kind of tired. Didn't expect to ton that night. Hmm, bused to Amk and went to sing Kbox. Then around 3+, went to Kopitiam b/c the guys wanted to have their supper. Cabbed to Punggol around 4+.

Alighted at the wrong place, then walked to Kopitiam instead. Then there's this sudden engine sound from a motor then both girls got freaked out and held me tightly. *roll eyes* Scaredy cats! Sat there with Skyven, Dylan, Kimhock, Weiqiang, Justin and a few more. I don't really know all their names but haha that day was Justin's birthday. So happy birthday Justin! n_____n.

Thanks to the girls for accompanying me that day, bused home with Vernice afterwards. Nothing feels better than being home if my mother don't always get mad and start finding faults with me.

Powerhouse.

Tell you guys something real sad alright? *frown* I talked about working for the whole day on 6th right? I lost my wallet on the shuttle bus home. This is so disheartening, I lost everything important and that I can't even claim my pay. Oh well, that didn't matter but I really wanted my wallet back. I don't want to be replacing all my cards, so troublesome. Pine is being nice, he helped me to check with the bus-driver but he said he found nothing. Laykwan also! She helped me called all possible numbers to check. Blame on my luck, nevermind.

Guess when I realized I lost my wallet? When I'm done preparing to head out to meet Joan. Then I panicked and stayed at home till evening to wait for Mom to come home to pass me passport then headed out to meet Ashley. Got my stuffs at Rivervale Mall then headed to Vivo to meet Joan. I think I'm steady lor, I lost my wallet I still make my way to club b/c I don't want to be such a wet blanket.

Oh! Realized I changed my blog layout abit? Maybe I'll continue to modify later on. I created Formspring for fun, I still haven't figure out what to do with it yet. I changed my Twitter name to @Sugarified and changed my background and picture, kind of satisfied with that. I love the application that make GIF for me so since my blog is pretty boring, I'd be uploading some of the GIF to make it more interesting.

Ain't Joan cute? Ashley and I met her and Brenda at Vivo and went to Mac to have our dinner while waiting for fucking troublesome Vernice. After waiting for really long, we went to the bridge and headed there to meet her instead. But we're nice ah, we sent Brenda off first. She like abit 依依不舍, very exaggerating. I'm glad Ashley don't feel awkward, haha.

Puff while walking there. Thanks Samuel for buying the ticket for me, haha. Although he's very naggy, I know he meant me well and tries to be there for me for everytime I'm upset. Saw Wesley there and Sean & co too, then queued up to get in. Nadirah and Hazeerah so adorable can. I've no idea why the other 4 boys can't get in but I'm glad both of them still had their fun. Ash got in for free too, haha!

Saw Benson there. Talked while puffing and saw Xiaohei & co too. Disiaosiao only but kind of pissed with him b/c we quarreled yesterday. *roll eyes* There's this cute guy went to take number from Joan, haha! And he's being kind of weird, he asked if I could take a picture with him in the crowd, so squeezy!

Okay this is really weird because Joan and I didn't know how we made our way into this picture but gosh I swear I think I'm talking to her halfway. Hahahaha oh well, look at my fat cheeks and arms and GOSH okay can nevermind just leave that picture up there.

Went to get a drink and watched some fight or something, ok lah I missed it because I'm really tired, I went to get myself a drink instead. There's this guy kept following me inside, kind of awkward to sweep him off. I spoilt Sean's fingerlight, hahaha but I swear I didn't mean it!!!

I look fat in pictures recently. Okay maybe I AM fat. Hahahaha okay nevermind. Vernice went off like around 4+ to send her boyfriend off and we went off when event ended. Waited for first train but decided to go have breakfast first, Sean is being nice by carrying my bag for me hahahahaha. Joan and I were having htht while they were having their breakfast. Got on the train and all of them alighted at Hougang except for Ashley and I. But we were busy talking, we ended up at Punggol instead. Oh well, so we bused back and we sat down to talk for awhile more before heading home.

Home sweet home at around 10am, had a blast with my girls! X
As usual, my legs were sore and were having blisters when I got home. Ouch!
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