Happy 9th Monthsary, Baby. ♡
Congratulations on being my longest. Yes, it's fucking funny because my longest is only 8 months but that was fucking long to me. Yet, this relationship of 9 months is longer but I haven't gotten enough of it. I want more, I want this relationship to be longer. I don't want to let go of you, I want to spend everyday with you. I don't care if I hated my ex(s) to be clingy, I don't mind if you're because it's you.
Remember first of April when we first got together? Because you picked such a date to confess to me and I jokingly accepted you so you were insecure, you deserve it! We started out as if this relationship was a child's play and now we got too serious and clingy with each other, we couldn't leave each other for more than 24 hours. They say we are this sweet because we just started out and this is just the honeymoon period but you're wrong guys, the longer we're, the sweeter we get.
I love the way we get to be ourselves infront of each other, I love how silly we can get. We can pull funny faces, regardless of how ugly/unglam we looked, we didn't mind at all. I love how you would travel from your place to mine just to send me morning cuddles and kisses, how we would always go to supermarket for groceries shopping to make dinner/supper when we're home. The sudden cravings we've, we will always make each other fulfill it! Like how you always say I make the best steam eggs in the whole wide world and you'll keep requesting for it till my refrigerator is left with no egg.
The random long smses we'll send to each other before bed, the every night must-make phone calls to each other so we'll sleep soundly after hearing each other's voice. Although I'm impatient, I'm hot-tempered but you'll always be there to coax me even though most of the time you're the reason why I'm mad.
From 2012 to 2013, the places we'd met to the places we're familiar with, to the first times we yet to have, to the future we're going to embrace together, you'd be the one I want to hold hands down the road with, to get old with, to get poor/rich with. Goodbye to all the regrets/unhappiness I have in 2012, I'm bringing you along to a new chapter, to a new journey I'm going to take in 2013.
I know I'm not expressive enough, not automatic enough. I'm fickle-minded, I may be blocking your way to a better future because I didn't know what I want, but that's because I'm not good at anything, not good at anything at all. Anyway baby, look at how well you blend in with my insane friends! You've succeeded in making yourself as one of us, isn't that great? Like you always say, the 0 mutual friends to the amount we've now. We even slack with Weikian so often that we can label each other as midnight buddies already!
Even looking at these pictures, I'm smiling at myself. Everything is like magic, a little amusing yet very wonderful. Just like you, your sincerity will touch many hearts. Remember, someone out there will accept you for who you're like how I can love you very much as long as you'd be yourself.
We've yet to try swimming, vacation trips to Thailand/Japan/Indonesia, skiing, ice-skating, steamboat, concerts, snowball fights, USS, blogshop owners, zoo/birdpark, www, circus and many more. But it's okay, we've forever to do so!
Our aims this year:
To reach $50k by the end of the year.
To earn my first $500 and save up.
To go Thailand.
To go Genting.
USS Halloween Night.
Blogshop.
We'll strive hard okay. We'll find an aim, maybe to study or whatsoever by this year or next. I'm 18 this year and you're 19 already. Sounds pretty old though... :( I hate growing up, a digit is not just a digit!
This is how we looked like for the past year. The kiddish me in bangs and now we look like...
Actually 2012 passed really quick, it's really like a blink of an eye. But when I edit the pictures we took throughout the year, it makes me feel that I've grown alot. No? I looked quite mature now and even older than you do, haha. My mom said that I achieved nothing in the previous year, I do agree somehow but in studies I guess. I just want to put in more effort in my future so it'll bloom brighter, agree baby?
We promised to work hard so we will support each other in the future. I hope both of us can achieve that and I'll learn to love you more and be gentler in certain ways. I'll cherish you, I won't take you for granted as time passes. I'll still yearn to hear your voice, I'll still want your hugs to bed, I'll still want you to stay with me in the future to come.
I love you, Khayen Tan.
Muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, my handsome girl. ♥♥♥
Happy 9th Monthsary, happy new year!
Baby, Happy 9th monthsary.
ReplyDeleteTime have passed so fast and our love iz already 9 months old. I just want you to know that deep down inside, I've always loved you. Ever since 0104, even though it sounds ridiculous, but since that day I've always been trying to know you, to love you way better than any other guys out there. It might sound retarded because I post comments here but hehe, I know you'd be seeing this when you're awake later! We have been through so much together that staying together, embracing each other's flaws isnt any issues. We can watch movie all night long having the tibits we bought together, my fav drink now is green tea because you love green tea, we could stand whole day doing nothing except for cuddling, wearing the hoodies you bought for me everytime, giving forehead kisses everytime before we sleep. I wanna keep you warm when you're cold, when you're feeling upset, lonely, frustrated. I want to be the one out there that deserves you the most, the one that every other guys get jealous of because I have you all by myself but they don't. I want to be the love of your life, the one you're gonna depend on. The one that you love because I was worth it. Was worth all the risks. People don't get how our love works because they aren't us, but I know. I remember every single little things you did for me, every single little things you have said, all the stuffs you like to eat, to do. What's the life you're craving for, your dreams. Basically everything you said to me, I remember. You're all inked to my heart, my soul and you're irreplaceable. We have made plans of the years ahead, making sure that in future we won't suffer. Even though Gemini are flirt, Leo has got a bad-temper. It clearly shows that the both of us are different. I love you, just the way you are.
I ♡ you with all my heart, all the time.
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