明けましておめでとう！♥ (Part 2)

Going to proceed on with my new year post. Cab back to Amk and headed to NTUC to buy the paper cups that we need, Vernice and Yilong came to find us afterwards. Vernice tied a hilarious donut on her head and we helped her to untie because she looked fucking horrible in it! She said some salon aunty help her tie one, hahaha damn funny! Too bad, no pictures.

Yilong went to smoke and disappeared into casino, leaving his wife with us! We started camwhoring with baby's dslr! Vernice stained her dress with bb cream, I don't know how someone put make-up on her face can actually stain it on her outfit.

Thought of cabbing to Bugis but decided not to because I still have to drop by town to pass Sabrina the earrings she preordered from me! Had lots of stuffs with us and was so frustrated... Vernice went off to find her husband and Felicia while baby and I mrt-ed to town.

Wanted to eat there but I told baby I've cravings for Pastamania. Yet when we reached Bugis, I didn't feel like eating pasta at all. Wanted to eat KFC yet baby didn't allow me too then I throw tantrum again. Omg, I feel like a barbaric child. Bought mixers back, asked Sam and Brenda to come over to carry from us. Bought oysters meesua + pork chop + takoyaki + korean rice cake back to the hotel.

Time to touch up those roots! Was starving because I didn't have a bite at all throughout the day. Oh yeah, wanted to buy instant mash potato powder from ntuc but they don't sell them anymore, was kind of upset because the mash potato was extremely yummy... (T ^ T)

Oxford hotel's room was small and cost $250. The guys asked us why didn't we top up to $300+ to MBS. :( Yeah lor, why didn't we? :( Didn't know! But really cosy to squeeze with all my girlfriends in such a tiny room, hehe.

I was like asking how come my oyster meesua don't come with chopsticks and then Laykwan say, "Where got people eat oyster meesua use chopsticks one?" (T^T) Cry x10. Anyway I like my features in the 2nd picture! (^o^)

Cici siao one, don't let us drink till the clock strike 12. Hahahaha, funny anot? Then we start to have our self-timed group shots before changing into pyjamas!

We were so comfortable with each other, before the timer starts, we got crazy! Hahaha, madness united. ♡♡♡ Hahaha, my girls are damn adorable, more unglam shots to come! Anyway...

HAPPY 2♡13 TO YOU PEOPLE,
WE SURVIVED DOOMSDAY, WE DESERVE BETTER! 

Due to having too many images, I've to piece them up like this. For clearer view, open in new tab! Anyway, there's this period whereby we got nothing to do so Laykwan offered all of us two cotton buds so we dig our ears together hahaha what the fuck right?

Got hungry again so we ordered mac delivery, shiokkk. Kwannie got too bloated that she threw up, haha! Pregnant Ver came and join us in the hotel room afterwards, was a pleasant surprise to see her with us!

Pyjamas boxers show exclusively Laykwan x Khayen! Hahahaha, both of them looked so fucking cute with their boxers so high up, no? Speaking of mac, I feel like having mac breakfast now. :s Baby is out to work already, sigh. :c

The pregnant woman was really high, started playing finger games with the girls! Hahaha, pregnant already still very clubber! (^u^) Hehe, this year I 18 already then I won't miss out any fun already, yay!

I ♡ My Girls Very Much. They have been through alot with me, we've grown up together. Look, all of them may look ordinary but behind all those faces, stands a unique personality. All with different perspectives but we stand as one. Whenever I need a ear, I've them with me. They know when to have fun, when to be there. That's what I need. ♡♡♡

Unlike my bff (which is suppose to be there but yet seldom appear because of her boyfriend), they are always making time out for each other. Whether if they are attached or not, they will still be there. Not like those whom put guys as priority and pretends that they put sisters as priority... lol?

Hahaha look at the 10th pic, annoying Laykwan rubbing Ver's tummy! Hehe, Yilong came up with drunkard Kenneth to look for Ver. We were all watching Harry Potter's movies. Afterwards, they left and Laykwan x Sammy went to have breakfast buffet so the rest of us K.O immediately! Was really tired..

Cabbed home with one eye make-up and one eye without because I rubbed my eyes when I'm sleeping and I looked really hideous. Oh, the hygiene level of this hotel was horrible too, the toilet would have a few mini cockroaches crawling out suddenly. LOL

Before I go, I'll post this really heartwarming photo of us:

Look at our laughters, aren't we happy? Hehe, I hope this kind of smiles and laughters will stay by us. ♡♡♡

As for the meanwhile...

I'm going to lie in my bed and k.o, GOODNIGHT PEOPLE. ♡♡♡♡♡

Raging new year, part 1.

Okay, hardworking blogger here! This is my 3rd post of the day already, I have yet to sleep!

I'm going to talk about my last day of 2012 to the first day of 2013. I guess the first part of 31st Dec of 2012 was pretty fucked up, I was very pissed. I promised this guy to go and visit him at his home, he had quite a sad background though. But I didn't know that everything would crash with my schedule but since I promised him so I must make my way there. He was quite annoying, honestly. He would talk to me whenever I'm online on facebook and it gets on my nerves when I'm extremely busy. *roll eyes*

So it was the rainy season and it was damn fucking fucked up because I was late and rushing. I showered and rushed to make steam eggs then baby came over unexpectedly, she was supposed to meet me at Amk but I guess she was worried that I couldn't handle everything by myself. Afraid that if the guy ate alone, he'll feel awkward so asked baby to share food with him so I made a portion of 2.

Carried the food in my Peach John bag and I really loved it alot, but the curry stained the bag. Kind of pissed because it was my first time using the lunchbox bag and it was stained already. Made curry chicken because the guy requested it. Okay, his name is Viki.

Baby sheltered me with the umbrella and we crossed opposite to buy Japanese rice and miso soup. Afterwards, we mrt-ed to Amk. I apps him asking if we were to board the bus directly outside the mrt station or the opposite. The rain was pouring like mad and he said it was opposite, I was kind of losing my cool already. We went opposite and the bus he suggested was not there except one so we went to ask the bus-driver. In fact, we asked two and both asked us to cross back opposite. Seriously?! I got fucking pissed and threw tantrum on the spot. Baby coaxed me and we cabbed there instead. I apps him saying that it was bloody troublesome to travel all the way there. *roll eyes again*

Okay, tried to control myself. When we alighted from cab, we saw him. It was fucking awkward. -____- But it's kind of sad to see the place though.. hmm. He led us to a place whereby we've to put the table and chairs ourselves, then we asked him to stay there while he told us to go to the kitchen to prepare. It's like putting us in a place we're not familiar with and asked us to get comfy, lol. I've to keep washing the bowls again and again as well as the containers.

We heated up everything and returned to the place where he is to set everything up nicely for him to have his meal. He said he didn't expect me to be this big size because I looked small in photos. What the fuck? I come all the way here for you to insult me? -______- He even said my legs are fat. I wished I could use them to break your face. Then he proceeded on asking me why there isn't potatoes in the curry and the Japanese rice tasted like some kueh's rice and are the steam eggs naturally this salty. -___________-

I had a difficult journey here and the least I need to hear is your comments on how unappreciative you're.

He asked if he could use his hands to eat and I was like okay and I'm kind of afraid he is awkward so I asked Khayen to eat with her hands too and he complained saying that the bowl is too small and I went to get him a fucking plate. -______- Afterwards, he sat there and waited for Khayen and I to clear the fucking table. It was the most fucked up charitable activity I did and I decided to not treat him as someone in need but as a friend so I can feel as fucked up as I fucking want to.

I gave him the belated Xmas present I got for him and the look I got in his face really makes me feel like blasting myself for getting him a gift. I got him a Lion Softtoy because I wished he gets some companion and he'll be as strong as a lion would be but fuck, look at his expression. -______- Oh yeah, he even told me my arms were bigger than his, so thanks okay. And he said I looked like some 19 years old and Khayen looked younger than me but he said she is 20+ which doesn't make fucking sense and he commented that my photos looked like I'm underage. Okay lo, I didn't know I came to some beauty contest or something because he kept fucking judging me from top to toe. And by the way, I wasn't feeling well but I came down and he was asking me why the fuck I sound like that, BECAUSE I LOST MY VOICE, CAN ANOT? And he commented the voice I had before I lost my voice sound like a fucking kid, thanks okay. Pcb.

I really try to keep all nasty comments I have to myself because I SHOULD have much more things to comment about YOU than you've to comment about ME. Cb. He gave me a pair of earrings for Xmas but seriously I never once appreciated gift and I'm not going to pretend that I appreciate it. Thanks.

Okay. Before I met him, he even tried asking me whether if guys at his age liking sex would be normal. Omg for goodness sake... urgh. I even scolded him because it's so fucking inappropriate. He was a buyer of mine but I didn't take his money and gave him the things he buy for free because I realized he only earns $50/month and if I were to take $30+ away from him, I'm actually taking more than half of his salary and my conscience doesn't allow me to do so and fuck? HE DIDN'T EVEN SAY THANK YOU NNB. Basic manners can anot? I don't need you to kowtow to me but at least say thank you la pua cheebye.

This is a rage post, I swear, I'm going to make this post into two parts so it doesn't ruin my happy new year post ah pcb. After eating, he asked me to push him around so I did. And I requested him to show me around because if I were to push him into his room, we got nothing better to do. And he knows that I'm meeting my friend but I guess he was taught not to forget to delay time so he commented that his drawer was fucking messy and requested for the both of us to clear things in there for him. Yay, I'm a maid can.

So Khayen was god damn nice and she got practically no complains maybe because the fucking idiot never said that she's fat or has fatter arms or maybe a bigger head than he has -.- I went to threw whatever things he said he didn't wanted to keep. Afterwards he asked me to write some chinese characters and asked me if I could kindly mail it out for him and thank god my mother give birth to me with stm so I didn't take the card and didn't have extra errands to run! Khayen taught him to write "生日快乐" himself but I think he lack patience and going to blow his top already so Khayen suggested writing everything for him. -____- He even offered me the tiger balm someone gave him as a gift to bring home, lol no thx.

He requested for photo-taking so I said after this one, I've to go already. And before I come, I actually apps him clearly that I wouldn't be taking his orders anymore because sending down very troublesome and bohua and this is the first and last time I'm coming down because I'm drenched and my make-up almost got wash away before I meet my friends and he still got the cheeks to ask me face to face if I will come and visit him again. And I was god damn pissed, if normally I will paiseh and say, "Maybe next time." But to him, I immediately and without hesitation rejected him because he'll pester me on facebook everyday and he is still pestering me everyday and I didn't want to talk to him because I'm afraid I'll scold him. I just didn't like him because he didn't know how to appreciate and I just felt that he's kind of fucked up as a person, I'm just not interested in making friends with this sort of people. And he asked me why I won't come and visit him again, I said it so bloody clearly in the whatsapp, he just can't save some embarrassments for himself meh? I replied politely saying it's complicated to get here by bus and he said I could take cab. YOU OKAY ANOT I NEVER EARN MONEY FROM YOU STILL WANT ME TO SPEND MONEY ON YOU, SIAO? I just said, "Bohua. Goodbye." Then pulled Khayen away to cab back to Amk. Fucking smart move I made! Anyway gonna end this post, continue part 2 in another.

Oh by the way he even reminded us before we leave to keep the tables and chairs we use. Holy fucking cow.

Happy 9th Monthsary. ♡♡♡

Happy 9th Monthsary, Baby. ♡
Congratulations on being my longest. Yes, it's fucking funny because my longest is only 8 months but that was fucking long to me. Yet, this relationship of 9 months is longer but I haven't gotten enough of it. I want more, I want this relationship to be longer. I don't want to let go of you, I want to spend everyday with you. I don't care if I hated my ex(s) to be clingy, I don't mind if you're because it's you.

Remember first of April when we first got together? Because you picked such a date to confess to me and I jokingly accepted you so you were insecure, you deserve it! We started out as if this relationship was a child's play and now we got too serious and clingy with each other, we couldn't leave each other for more than 24 hours. They say we are this sweet because we just started out and this is just the honeymoon period but you're wrong guys, the longer we're, the sweeter we get.

I love the way we get to be ourselves infront of each other, I love how silly we can get. We can pull funny faces, regardless of how ugly/unglam we looked, we didn't mind at all. I love how you would travel from your place to mine just to send me morning cuddles and kisses, how we would always go to supermarket for groceries shopping to make dinner/supper when we're home. The sudden cravings we've, we will always make each other fulfill it! Like how you always say I make the best steam eggs in the whole wide world and you'll keep requesting for it till my refrigerator is left with no egg.

The random long smses we'll send to each other before bed, the every night must-make phone calls to each other so we'll sleep soundly after hearing each other's voice. Although I'm impatient, I'm hot-tempered but you'll always be there to coax me even though most of the time you're the reason why I'm mad.

From 2012 to 2013, the places we'd met to the places we're familiar with, to the first times we yet to have, to the future we're going to embrace together, you'd be the one I want to hold hands down the road with, to get old with, to get poor/rich with. Goodbye to all the regrets/unhappiness I have in 2012, I'm bringing you along to a new chapter, to a new journey I'm going to take in 2013.

I know I'm not expressive enough, not automatic enough. I'm fickle-minded, I may be blocking your way to a better future because I didn't know what I want, but that's because I'm not good at anything, not good at anything at all. Anyway baby, look at how well you blend in with my insane friends! You've succeeded in making yourself as one of us, isn't that great? Like you always say, the 0 mutual friends to the amount we've now. We even slack with Weikian so often that we can label each other as midnight buddies already!

Even looking at these pictures, I'm smiling at myself. Everything is like magic, a little amusing yet very wonderful. Just like you, your sincerity will touch many hearts. Remember, someone out there will accept you for who you're like how I can love you very much as long as you'd be yourself.

We've yet to try swimming, vacation trips to Thailand/Japan/Indonesia, skiing, ice-skating, steamboat, concerts, snowball fights, USS, blogshop owners, zoo/birdpark, www, circus and many more. But it's okay, we've forever to do so!

Our aims this year:
To reach $50k by the end of the year.
To earn my first $500 and save up.
To go Thailand.
To go Genting.
USS Halloween Night.
Blogshop.

We'll strive hard okay. We'll find an aim, maybe to study or whatsoever by this year or next. I'm 18 this year and you're 19 already. Sounds pretty old though... :( I hate growing up, a digit is not just a digit!

This is how we looked like for the past year. The kiddish me in bangs and now we look like...

Actually 2012 passed really quick, it's really like a blink of an eye. But when I edit the pictures we took throughout the year, it makes me feel that I've grown alot. No? I looked quite mature now and even older than you do, haha. My mom said that I achieved nothing in the previous year, I do agree somehow but in studies I guess. I just want to put in more effort in my future so it'll bloom brighter, agree baby?

We promised to work hard so we will support each other in the future. I hope both of us can achieve that and I'll learn to love you more and be gentler in certain ways. I'll cherish you, I won't take you for granted as time passes. I'll still yearn to hear your voice, I'll still want your hugs to bed, I'll still want you to stay with me in the future to come.

I love you, Khayen Tan.
Muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, my handsome girl. ♥♥♥
Happy 9th Monthsary, happy new year!